...dear_lye...

2006-01-02T00:47:00.000+08:00

IS THERE SUCH A THING AS "ENOUGH IS ENOUGH" WHEN IT COMES TO FRIENDSHIP?

I personally think so. When? When there's no more respect. I'm a firm believer that respect is the most important thing in any kind of relationship. If there is respect, everything will follow. Whenever my sisters ask my opinion about their special someone, I tell them the same thing over and over. As long as he loves you and respects you, then he will have my blessing and respect as well. Honesty and respect. My simple rule of thumb. Lose one, you lose the other. There are many things that I disapprove of but I see to it that no matter what, I will never lose my respect for anyone or anything. How beautiful the world will be if this was practiced by many. I'm not claiming that I'm a saint. I'm simply hoping that in any kind of relationship people will never forget the value of respect. Particularly the people who I thought would never sacrifice me for their own taste of so called freedom and a couple of minutes in their own little heaven. It's painful. To be used. To be played with. To be disrespected and to not be given even just a little bit of credit as a person with worth. It's painful.

.....to be continued. I'm hurting so bad that I'm running out of words to describe how I'm feeling.

By the way, I'm famous for my honesty. Both in my thoughts and in my words.

Here's to you.

I don't think I can ever trust you with anything. EVER.

The friendship is not over. But the sisterhood is.

No sister if mine will ever hurt me like you did. Twice.

At last!!!!!!!

2005-12-20T02:22:00.000+08:00

As of December 19, 2005 I'm officially out of school woo hoo!!!!!!! CONGRATULATIONS TO MY FELLOW GRADUATES!!!!!!

What temperment are you?

2005-12-07T00:17:00.000+08:00

You Have a Sanguine Temperament

You are an optimistic person who is easily content.You enjoy casual, light tasks - never wanting to delve too deep into anything.A bit fickle, it's easy for you to change plans or paths when presented with something better.
You enjoy all of the great things life has to offer - food, friends, and fun.A great talker, you can keep the conversation going for hours.You are optimistic and sure of your success. If you fail, you don't worry about it too much.
At your worst, you are vain. You are obsessed with your own attractiveness.A horrible flirt, you tend to jump into love affairs and relationship drama easily.You're very jealous - which just magnifies the craziness around you.

What Temperment Are You?

What temperment are you?

2005-12-07T00:12:00.002+08:00

You Have a Sanguine Temperament

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What temperment are you?

2005-12-07T00:12:00.001+08:00

You Have a Sanguine Temperament

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What temperment are you?

2005-12-07T00:12:00.000+08:00

You Have a Sanguine Temperament

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How boyish or girlish are you?

2005-12-07T00:04:00.000+08:00

You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.
How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

What's your religious philosophy?

2005-12-06T23:38:00.000+08:00

You are a Believer

You believe in God and your chosen religion.Whether you're Christian, Muslim, Jewish, or Hindu..Your convictions are strong and unwavering.You think your religion is the one true way, for everyone.

What's" Your Religious Philosophy?

What flavor of Ben and Jerry's ice cream are you?

2005-12-06T23:36:00.000+08:00

You Are Karamel Sutra

Plain on the outside, but once someone gets in, they're stuck

What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

The keys to your heart

2005-12-06T23:32:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

my own version of I WANT A GUY LIKE THIS

2005-12-06T00:16:00.000+08:00

[mood:hopeful]

My own version of I WANT A GUY LIKE THIS

I want a guy who can love me for me

With or without make up
With or without my red nail polish
Whether or not I’m having a bad hair day
Whether or not I’m all dolled up

I want a guy who can accept that

I can’t live without perfume
I can’t live without a salon
I can’t live without Starbucks coffee
I can’t live without chocolate and fried chicken
I can’t live without Chinese and Japanese food
I love books
I love movies
I love having conversations over coffee

I want a guy who can respect me for

My beliefs
My values
My morals
My relationship with God
My relationship with my family and friends
My past

I want a guy who can understand that

I need my own space
I’m a woman with very strong character
I’m independent yet I need to feel loved
We need to learn how to grow together and apart
Money is the last issue that I want to deal with

I want a guy who can

LOVE
ACCEPT
RESPECT and
UNDERSTAND
the woman that I am
No more no less.

I want a guy like this! [by Rissa]

2005-11-22T02:36:00.000+08:00

I want this guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams.
I want this guy who will text you and tell you "i love you and you make me smile" just because.
I want this guy who will blindfold you, take you to the beach and let you run your toes through the sand then make you guess where we are.
I want this guy who will show up at your games(or competitions or meets) without you knowing just to surprise you.
I want this guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears.
I want this guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a big t-shirt.
I want this guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to.
I want this guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well.
I want this guy who kisses you on the forehead.
I want this guy who doesnt kiss and tell.
I want this guy who actually listens to you whenyou talk.
I want this guy who's excited all day because im looking forward to our date that night.
I want this guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more.
I want this guy who can't help but smile when youwalk into the room.
I want this guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling.
I want this guy who won't lie to you about where he's going or where he's been or who he's been with.
I want this guy who gets butterflies when he hears your name.
I want this guy who's not afraid to tell his friends he loves you.
I want this guy who isn't always trying to act like a hard ass around you.
I want this guy who doesn't care about your imperfections and loves you more for them.
I want this guy who will hold you while we watch the sunset.
I WANT THIS GUY WHO REALLY WANTS TOMAKE YOU THE HAPPIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD.

I want this guy too Rissa...don't we all? :)

Allumette parfaite !

2005-11-12T03:46:00.000+08:00

Si je finis par le connaître vraiment bon je pourrais réellement tomber pour lui. Il est ma allumette parfaite ! À d'abord j'ai été dessiné à lui parce qu'il était si gentil. Il viendrait pour classer à l'heure. Il participerait vraiment bien. À la différence des autres types, il viendrait pour instruire avec travail. Chacun demanderait si n'importe qui peut le prêter leur travail mais pas il. Il s'assiérait juste là tranquillement. Si quelqu'un lui parlerait il poliment adaptez à la personne. Puis ses sembler suivis. J'ai pensé d'abord lui ai regardé un peu frais avec la manière qu'il porte ses cheveux. Il semble si frais, calme, et s'est rassemblé.

Et alors la nuit passée s'est produite ! Aucun nous n'avons pas embrassé si des thats ce que vous pensez. Je souhaite ! Quoi qu'il en soit, j'ai juste découvert que nous avons beaucoup de choses en commun ! Nous les deux amour à lire les livres, films de montre, seul sortent parfois, il lit Harry Traînent ! Il est un tel type adorable. Si doux. Je pourrais juste tomber amoureux de lui à plusieurs reprises et encore. En fait je ne suis pas même sûr si je suis inlove. Je suis sûr que je suis si entiché cependant. Je pense au sujet de lui toute l'heure. Je ne peux pas dormir. Je ne peux pas penser. Je ne peux pas manger. Toutes les fois que je le vois sourire Je biseaute littéralement respire et mon coeur bat vraiment rapide.

J'ai juste pensé que peut-être vous voudriez savoir.
Si vous ne vous occupez pas.
Je ne peux pas cesser de penser à vous.
Je ne peux pas respirer.
Je suis fou pour vous.

Prologue.

2005-11-12T03:19:00.000+08:00

Je pense cela journalier. Ce que le futur tient pour moi - ma carrière, mes rapports, et d'une manière primordiale mon lovelife. Oui je . Appelez-moi fou mais je . Je ne peux pas l'aider. Je pense à son sujet toute l'heure. Comme ce qu'est elle allant être. Qui est le type que Dieu a choisi pour moi ? Où est-il maintenant ? Je me demande ce qu'il fait. Je me demande s'il est thingking à peu près identique things.How allons-nous nous réunir ? Où va-t-il être ? et quand ? Ils disent cela quand vous pensez cela trop il ne viendra pas. L'amour viendrait frappant, parfois même frappant sur vos portes quand vous mineurs l'attendez. Je crois en celui. Je crois aussi cela quand le temps est juste je savent cela qu'une partie de ma vie dévoilera comme par magie bien avant mes yeux. Il va être surréaliste.Il va être étonnant. Il va être exactement comment j'ai rêvé il serait ou encore peut-être mieux ! Le type peut ne pas être facteur, les mandrins, ou le lulu mais moi savons à mon coeur qui celui qui il est, il serons parfaits pour moi parce que j'ai prié pour lui. Dieu l'a choisi pour moi et Dieu m'a préparé pour l'histoire de him.My n'a pas même commencé. C'est juste un prologue. Je suis confiant que réponse de wil de Dieu ma les prières, et moi savons que dans son temps, quand il est fait écrivant mon histoire d'amour, il commencez à la lire à moi. Je ne sais pas exactement quand ce sera mais il est correct. J'ai la foi dedans L'amour de Dieu pour moi. J'ai la foi dans ses promesses et j'ai une foi que mon histoire d'amour servez de grand témoignage de la puissance de Dieu et aimez.

Dans son temps tout dévoilera. Le monde s'arrêtera. Et pour ce moment, le monde sera le mien.

In His time everything will unfold. The world will stop. And for that moment, the world will be mine.

Je finalement sais la signification de "surréaliste mais la rectifie"

2005-11-09T01:40:00.000+08:00

Je ne peux pas le croire ! Ses surréalistes mais rectifient ! Espoir de Dieu I d'Oh il est
vrai ! J'ai juste découvert qu'un de mon écrase a eu un écrasement sur moi avant ! Je
sais ce que vous pensez. "a eu un écrasement". Passé. Je ne m'inquiète pas ! Atleast
même pour juste un peu et pour tandis qu'il m'aimait. Il m'a aimé réellement ! Il a dit
qu'il m'a trouvé joli ! J'espère vraiment son vrai ! Je fais confiance à la personne qui
m'a dit ainsi à moi suppose que c'est vrai ! Son rien sérieux mais toujours. Si vous
saviez que votre écrasement a eu un écrasement sur vous pas vous sentir les mêmes ?
Im sûr vous ! J'espère le rêve de I de lui ce soir.

Goodnight everyone! May your dreams be as surreal as mine.... :)

happy halloween!!!!

2005-11-02T21:46:00.000+08:00

[mood:so happy]

October 31, 2005 - Our very first halloween party!!!! woo hoo!!!! We had a great time that night. The party was held at Rian's place. [Thanks to his parents for allowing us to hold the party there :)] We all brought food and every one came in costumes complete with make -up and respective props. :) We had eggplant lasagna, shrimp carbonara, rosemary chicken, chicken terrayaki, ceasar salad, cheese sticks, bbq, liempo, baked potato with cream cheese and bacon bits, macaroni salad, chocolate cake, and ice cream!!!! Yummmmy!!!! We were almost complete :) [some didn't make it :(] We had fun singing all night and laughing at Nicco and Miko's jokes and dance lessons hahaha! Hats off to the boys' dance moves! woooh! Thank God we were able to push thru with the party :) I hope we'll have, if not as much, even more fun at the Christmas party!!!! *Hopefully in tagaytay* hihihihi :) and *Hopefully complete na kami!*

*crossed fingers*

Here are some of our pictures. :)

2005-11-02T21:29:00.000+08:00

Now ko lang na gets kung bakit June 2002-December 2005 hehe! 7 weeks to go mga chong woo hoo!!!!!

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Astig man! Parang totoo!

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The mime, Pinocchio and Jasmine in character!

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Anything for the camera hehe!

2005-11-02T20:42:00.000+08:00

Morticia Addams, Madame Rosing, Cleopatra, and Chun Li

2005-11-02T20:30:00.000+08:00

Samurai Lord, the Mime, and Pinocchio in character!

2005-11-02T20:25:00.000+08:00

Enjoying videoke time!

2005-11-02T20:06:00.000+08:00

Girls just wanna have fun!!!!

2005-11-02T19:59:00.000+08:00

Boys of Halloween!

2005-11-02T19:53:00.000+08:00

Take 1 Action! wait...Cleopatra and Jasmine are not yet ready hihi!

2005-11-02T19:46:00.000+08:00

Take 2 Action!

2005-11-02T19:30:00.000+08:00

Take 1! Ang gwapo nila noh?! hihihi!

2005-11-02T19:26:00.000+08:00

Ito pa isa! Take 2!

2005-11-01T14:51:00.000+08:00

Samurai Lord, Chun Li, Madame Rosing, Pinocchio, the Mime, and Fred Flinstone

2005-11-01T14:43:00.000+08:00

Jeff as Gomez Addams, Ann as Morticia Addams, Miko as the Mime, Camille as Cleopatra, Ting as Pirate/Gypsy/Madame Rosing, and E.R. as The Phantom :)

Group picture!!!!

2005-11-01T14:34:00.000+08:00

Happy Halloween!!!!!

it's been a while...

2005-10-28T22:35:00.000+08:00

Its been a while since I wrote something in here. Been kinda busy... :) And bored most of the time hehe. Anyway, some updates. For the past couple of weeks I've been really blessed. I'm so happy with the way things are going. (Except for today...I'll talk about this later as we go on. :) )
My grades are pretty good. :) My relationship with my family and friends are going pretty steady. I had a great time day dreaming about my crush for the past few days especially last thursday. :) hahahahahaha! I giggled like a little school girl hihihi :p My spiritual life is almost at it's peak! I can't believe how blessed I am! Living my life for Him and with Him is the best high there is! *TRUST ME*

By the way, I'm sooooo excited about our halloween party this monday! It's gonna be really great! I'm gonna post pictures this time I promise hehe! :p

So, moving on...I had a pretty bad day...well, not that bad. It's just that I relly feel frustrated...Im disappointed with myself. First, I felt really bad about what happened this morning. We already came up with the plan of how our report was gonna go and then all of a sudden certain changes happened. Then no matter how hard I tried to understand the lesson for our BMAT2 quiz this afternoon, I just can't bring myself to analyze and absorb the concept of the lesson as well as the steps and methods and rules. So there I was, in the classroom, freezing to death, trying my best to squeeze my brain you know just in case something relevant to the situation comes out of what's left of it. But no. There was none.nada.zero! 15 minutes before the time, instead of trying to solve the problems, I computed a rough estimate of my grades for that subject. I knew that passing that quiz was like shooting for the stars! MAN! Just when I thought my day couldn't get any worse, FILIP13 happened! After all of my efforts in participating in class, what happened to my grades? My grades in math are even higher and that's not possible! I admit I got a zero in a quiz once because I was absent but the quiz before that (which I also got zero) was totally not my fault! She gave the quiz anyway, without even waiting for everyone to come in on time! She gave us a 20 minute break and when we got in, the test was finished! It's only been fifteen minutes! What was that about?! Oh well! All I can do is rant and rant! Can't really cry over spilled milk can I? So that's pretty much what happened to me today! I'm just happy that God blessed me with strength to control my temper...and somehow on some level remain calm about it. I still have half of the term to work harder on my subjects especially math :) Wish me luck! :)

I'm a little sleepy so I guess I have to go now :) Bye and goodnight! May tomorrow be fruitful and blessed for all of us. :) Happy Halloween!!!!!!!

so so :)

2005-10-01T21:13:00.000+08:00

[mood:happy and inspired]

I just came home from the wedding of my brother's bestfriend. It was so beautiful and intimate. Yun ang pinaka organized and successful na wedding na napuntahan ko and it was very unique, motif wise :) The love of the couple (Richard and Francesca) was so moving and special. CONGRATULATIONS AND BEST WISHES!!!!!

**I'll post pics na lang tom hehe :) I keep saying that hindi naman natutuloy hehe ;) Ang tamad ko noh? hihi!

i'm on a high!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-10-01T00:49:00.000+08:00

[mood:happy happy joy joy]

THANK YOU TO THE PEOPLE BEHIND BRIGHT LIGHTS!!!!! Grabe you guys made us so happy! We had a great time!!!!! ANG GALING NG BAMBOO!!!!! Ang gwapo ni IRA CRUZ MY GAD!!!!!! Thanks to my bestfriend Joyee and to Vergs for taking pictures! I'm so happy! Finally nakita ko na si Bamboo and Ira upclose! ASTIG MAN!!!!!! Amazing energy!

I'm on a high!!!! I can't get over how good looking Ira Cruz is!!!!!! And how great the band is!!!!! BAMBOO ROCKS MY WORLD!!!!!!

I'm going to upload the pics tom! Mwah!

fix you by coldplay

2005-09-19T00:40:00.000+08:00

My song for this moment. Whatever this is.

When you try your best but you don't succeed/When you get what you want but not what you need /When you feel so tired but you can't sleep /Stuck in reverse /And the tears come streaming down your face /When you lose something you can't replace/ When you love someone but it goes to waste could it be worse? /Lights will guide you home /And ignite your bones /And I will try to fix you /And high up above or down below /When you're too in love to let it go /But if you never try you'll never know/ Just what you're worth /Lights will guide you home /And ignite your bones /And I will try to fix you /Tears stream down your face /When you lose something you cannot replace /Tears stream down your face /And I /Tears stream down your face /I promise you I will learn from my mistakes /Tears stream down your face /And I /Lights will guide you home /And ignite your bones /And I will try to fix you.

how come i feel so sad? it's not raining....

2005-09-19T00:12:00.000+08:00

I'm the type of person who, most of the time can easily accept and let go. To me these are just moments. They shall pass. Like what my sister Rea would always tell me whenever I cry or share my pain with her, "This too shall pass." How come I'm having a very hard time accepting that the time that I've been afraid of is about to come? How come I'm having a hard time dealing with all this? I'm not like this. I don't go on "senti mode". Not anymore. But this past few days, it feels like everyday is not enough to spend some quality time with the people that I want to be with. I think this is the first time that I felt "time" pass by so quickly. You know what I mean? It seems like the whole week is not enough. I know the reason why I feel that way. I guess I just refuse to face it or deal with it now. I don't want to. I don't want to waste our time left together. Maybe that's the reason why every single day I feel this unbelievable urge to get out of the house. Even if it means I have to go commute it's fine I don't care. I crave for one thing every single day. To get out. Escape. Forget about the real world for a while. I just can't bring myself to deal with this.Not now. Maybe I can.....but I don't want to.

I just want to get out.

Someone please fix me.

happy happy joy! (na hindi pala)

2005-09-17T00:41:00.000+08:00

I'm happy kasi umuulan non-stop hehe! :) Ang saya saya ang lamig!!!!! I'm having a great time this term. Minsan nakakatamad pumasok pero ok lang. Gusto na lang enjoy yung konting panahon na natitira na student ako *sniff sniff* kaya kahit tinatamad ako ok lang kasi last term ko na to. Malungkot na masaya. Masaya ko kasi makakapag trabaho na ko. Makaka travel na ko with papa :) Malungkot ako sobra kasi ma-mimiss ko ng sobra barkada ko....si Arman pa aalis... everything's changing....I know it's for the best pero wala lang nakakalungkot lang kasi magkaka hiwalay na kami lahat....parang hindi na ata happy happy joy ang mood ko...nalungkot tuloy ako bigla...ayoko na nga hmpf! Ayoko na isipin. ANYWAY, as I was saying I'm having a great time this term :) I'm enjoying B-MATH hehe! Akalain mo ako?! Nag eenjoy sa math?! Tama ba yun? hehe :) Oh well...hindi ko na tuloy feel mag blog. Wag na nga. Next time na lang. hihi bye :)

puno ng drama ang buhay ko!!!

2005-09-08T21:45:00.000+08:00

Hay buhay! Hindi na matapos tapos ang drama ko sa buhay! Oh well, that's life! Anyway, it seems like it's time for me to REALLY do something about these issues. All the things happening around me are telling me that I HAVE TO GO FOR IT NOW!!!!! Well, then! FINE! I'll do it! Whew this is going to be a tough one.Please Please pray for me... :) Please...

Some aspects of my life are not that good right now. I really need spiritual guidance because the things happening around me are almost beyond normal.... for a 21 year old that is. Life's been tough lately but it's ok. I know He has my back :)

HONESTY IS THE STRONGEST FOUNDATION IN EVERY RELATIONSHIP.

i don't want to go to school waaaah!!!!

2005-09-06T02:15:00.000+08:00

Ayoko na pumasok waaaah!!!! First day of classes tom and I'm still not in the mood for school. Gusto ko lang makita mga kaibigan ko mag lunch mag dinner at *sana* mag movie together hehe! Yun lang!!!!!!!!! Ayoko mag drawing ayoko mag color ayoko mag math!!!!!! Ayoko mag filipino on a friday night!!!!! huhuhuhuhuhuhu! boo hoo!!!!

*I'm sad*

drama drama drama...

2005-09-02T22:38:00.000+08:00

I always knew that I was a little advanced compared to some pepole of my age when it comes to dealing with problems. I had a taste of my own version of "family drama" at age 10. I got my heart broken when I was only 11. And a lot more. I had to deal with my family problems for 10 years. And I had a lot of problems which don't usually happen to kids my age. I knew I wasn't the only one though, but still. I had a tough life growing up. I often ask God, why me? Why this kind of set up? Why do I have to deal with this right now? I'm only 21. Can't this problem wait till I'm 30? Aparrently not. For some reason God thinks that now is the perfect time for me to grow up and handle this kind of situation. Which I will when the right time comes. I'm just gathering enough courage and finding the right words to say.I know I can do this. I'm built for this kind of stuff.I'm just waiting for the right time.Which I honestly hope will be anytime soon! I want to get this over with! Aaaarrrgggghhhh!!! I wanna get it out of my system! All of it! This is so far the hardest thing that I ever have to do since...I confronted one of my "then"(I refuse to use the term "ex") bestfriends/sisters. God give me strength.I know that this is the right thing to do.I have to. This is the only way to fight for my Papa and to fight for my integrity. :) I'm doing this for Papa and I know that God will be there to guide me when the right time comes.

You know, this might sound weird but I love this kind of stuff. It makes me feel all grown up. It makes me feel like a real woman.(Which due to my "certain personal advancements", I have felt at the age of 16.) But seriously, I'm often positive about things like this because for me, it's another chance to grow and to learn.To experience what life is all about. To experience life with all it's uncertainties and the painful reality that comes with all it has to offer. I love life. I enjoy pain. I hunger for growth. I'm eager to learn. I'm built for survival. I am who I am.

I am every woman.

2005-09-02T00:13:00.000+08:00

The picture that can sum up how my very special and meaningful 21st birthday went!
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2005-09-02T00:08:00.000+08:00

That's me with my Papi Popoy! This dinner was my dad's gift to me! He treated the whole family to a very delicious chinese dinner at Gloria Maris :) Thank you Papi!
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2005-09-02T00:06:00.000+08:00

The men in my life ladies and gentlemen! Kuya Sidney, Kuya Omar, and Kuya Mcoy :)
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2005-09-02T00:03:00.000+08:00

Ces (my kuya's gf) and Me :)
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Kuya and Ces ;)
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Sid (my 2nd brother) and Me :)
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Omski and Me. My 3rd brother hehe :)
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That's me with my eldest brother :)
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2005-09-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to me! hihi! I sure hope what I wished for would come true! That would truly make me happy! My cake was sooo delicious by the way! hmmm!!!!
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2005-09-01T23:57:00.000+08:00

I'm 21 years old woohoo! I'm officially of legal age in all parts of the world!
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2005-09-01T23:33:00.000+08:00

Just when I thought I already got enough surprises for my birthday, I was so wrong! When I got home, it was already 12:15 am. I was waiting for my papa to finish his dinner when my ma entered the dining room singing happy birthday :) After singing she gave me these gorgeous flowers and a big big kiss on the cheek hihi! Thank you ma!
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2005-09-01T23:28:00.000+08:00

...and presenting! The best gift I got that night woohoo! My very own HALE cd! Salamat talaga hehe! Ang saya ko that night as in!!!! I didn't expect to recieve anything from my dear dear friends :) So sweet guys thank you again!
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2005-09-01T23:26:00.000+08:00

Kat and Arman's gift hehe! Yummy!
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2005-09-01T23:25:00.000+08:00

Surprise din nila sakin Rocky Road cake! :) Yummy!
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2005-09-01T23:24:00.000+08:00

aaawww....how sweet! Surprise sakin ng barkada ko hehe! A bouquet of flowers. Pretty noh? ;)
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2005-09-01T23:22:00.000+08:00

Ang galing talaga ni Rian kumuha ng picture wala ako masabi haha! That's Drei, Rinny, Me, Annie, Ting, Jeff, Arman, and Camille :)
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2005-09-01T23:14:00.000+08:00

Proof na si Rian hindi marunong kumuha ng picture! Malabo at hindi nagbibilang hmpf! hahahahahaha! That's Rinny my love, Me, Annie, and Jeff :) Ganda ng flowers ko noh? hehe!
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2005-09-01T23:12:00.000+08:00

That's Kat, Arman, Ting, Me, Nicco, at yung nasa likod si Rian and Cathy sa Yellowcab pa rin :) Paalis na kami niyan eh hehe hinabol ko lang yung pic. Ako pa?! hindi pwedeng walang picture!
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2005-09-01T23:09:00.000+08:00

That's Drei, Me, Camille and Miko at Yellowcab :) The night before my birthday! I had so much fun we went to CCP afterwards to watch Romeo luvs Dulweit (wrong spelling ata hehe) the jologs version!
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2005-09-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

The friday before my birthday :) That's Camille, Ting, and Me at NYPD diner at Podium :) We had dinner muna before we met up with Miko and Udji for Soul Stop at St. Francis Square :)
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wala lang...

2005-08-25T03:11:00.000+08:00

Hehehe wala lang it's past 3 in the morning and gising pa rin ako! And I'm listening to Madonna's like a prayer hihi :) nahihilig ako ngayon sa 80's songs :) Sobrang nakakapagod yung day ko yesterday pero ok lang kasi I was able to do everything that I had to do for our thesis execution part 2 for October 2005 woohoo! Plus I have great news! It's not sure yet but I might take a trip to KL Malaysia this October after ng thesis, with my sister Sweepy and her friend Kat. :) I don't want to get too excited para hindi ako masyado ma frustrate if ever hindi matuloy hehe :) But I do hope na matuloy kasi sayang naman. The airfare is so cheap and my parents allowed me na to go. O dba? Casual! As in nagpaalam lang ako na parang sa G4 lang ako pupunta walang tanong tanong pinayagan agad ako! Buh Bye! San ka pa?! My parents are the best! They trust me naman daw kasi kaya yun no problem naman daw sa kanila yun. And malaking factor na I'm going with my sister kasi they trust Sweepy kaya yun! Oh dba? Kamusta naman ang efforts ko?! ZERO!!! Sana matuloy ako ehehe and sana kasama yung isa ko pang sister si Rea para mas masaya! Dream ko pa naman ang ma envade ang Asia hahahahahahahaha! Please pray na matuloy ako ehehe! Tnx tnx mwah!

it's all good man!

2005-08-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

[mood:very happy and thankful]

...it's all very very good! It's still a rainy night and I'm still freezing, but I'm no longer lonely.For some odd reason I feel very very cold and happy at the same time :) You see I had a quite stressful afternoon. I had all these deadlines and things I needed to accomplish before the day ends.Fortunatley, I was able to do everything that I had planned to do for the day.So i came home at 8:55, I took a very relaxing and cold shower, (I told you I'm a weird girl) heated some chinese take out and now I'm chilling in front of the television set watching Somethings gotta give on HBO. I have nothing to do tonight, I don't have a deadline for tommorrow,I had a great shower(sooo relaxing!), I'm watching one of my favorite movies and I'm eating delicious chinese take out. Plus, it's still raining.I love rain.I'm only happy when it rains :) (but not when things get complicated) :)

See? I told you.

It's all good :)

Thank you Lord! You rock!

2005-08-10T01:28:00.000+08:00

3C dinner! Ang saya as in! Can't wait for the next one! Sana mas madami na kami hehe!
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2005-08-10T01:13:00.000+08:00

aaawww...thesis mems! sayang wala si miko sa pic.. :( go white team!!!
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how i wish!!!

2005-08-09T23:57:00.000+08:00

[mood:crazy *and a lil bit hopeful hihi*]

hihiihihihihihihihihi! how i wish all baby boys were and are born looking (and working) like this hahahahahahahahahahahahaha! life wouldn't be so full of drama! *sigh*

pain is sweet

2005-08-09T23:28:00.000+08:00

[mood:hopeful]

"pain is life.the pain that we feel is just a proof that there is something out there much better, more meaningful and beautiful. and no matter how miserable we are feeling right now, we'll always have that something (no matter what it is) to hold on to.and with that something comes courage and hope.the courage to fight the battle, a battle that God is more than willing to fight with you, and the hope that someday, in God's time the rain will stop and the sun will smile at you again.and with all that, comes LOVE. "

-->> don't stop believing.*MAGIC* happens to everyone.

maybe it's just the weather(cold rainy nights) i don't know

2005-08-07T19:51:00.000+08:00

[mood:depressed]

Maybe it's just the weather I don't know.I 'm feeling really bummed right now.I feel so down and sad.I know that I shouldn't feel this way pero I'm sorry tao lang ako.I have moods and moments din.I guess I just feel really stressed or tired or maybe sawa na ko sa mga nangyayari sakin I'm not sure. Hindi ko na talaga alam nakakainis!!!! bakit ako ganito???? waaaaaahhh!!!! I wish I knew....I hate moments like this...I know that happiness is an option but for some reason, I just cant bring myself to shift to a lighter, happier mood. Oh well...that's life...sometimes we're up sometimes we're down and most of the time I'm stuck somewhere in between.I just can't seem to make it right.I don't really get it actually.

weebee!!! another chapter of my life is about to be explored!!!

2005-08-03T20:08:00.000+08:00

Yipee! I got my gradpic today! Im so happy! 1 term na lang tapos na ko!!!! I don't want to focus on the fact that me and my friends might go on separate ways or that Im gonna miss them so much! Coz I know that whatever happens, walang iwanan! I know these people.Tried and tested ko na yung mga mokong na yan hehe! I just want to focus on our respective careers and future and *crossed fingers* much awaited outings and celebrations!!!! Weebee!!!!

spur of the moment indeed!!!

2005-08-03T19:54:00.000+08:00

I knew it! spur of the moment nga lang talaga yun! it was only right that I didn't claim to be in love with the guy coz i know that I really wasn't! I never was.I was somewhere in between. Spur of the moment lang yung feelings!Natuwa lang talaga siguro ako sa kanya hehe at sa mga ginagawa niya, but thats it.no more no less.see?? after less than 2 weeks wala na! hehe! i know myself. i knew that I won't fall for him.and I prayed hard to God na sana wag ako mag fall sa kanya.Well, what do you know? God sure listens! He knows din na if I fall for that guy, it won't lead us into something good and sensible.Sayang lang. Kaya yun! Better na wag na lang :D

(For those who are wondering, Im not talking about the guy in my dream.Im talking about the guy before him :D)

Thank you Lord for not making me fall for him. :)

j'esp`ere je peux de nous jour et nuit

2005-07-31T17:04:00.000+08:00

[mood: levitating with happiness]

Last night was amazing.I had the most magical night . Thanks to you. It was so beautiful. I still remember everything clearly. I was standing at a bar. I can't remember which one.Everything around me was new. I was there in my jeans, sneakers, and black shirt waiting for you to notice me. I was enjoying the night just knowing you were there.It was more then enough for me but clearly not for fate.There you were cladded in jeans and a navy blue shirt looking so handsome.You were making your way through the crowd to me.You looked at me but we both said nothing. You took me by the hand and lead me outside the bar.It was a beautiful night.The moon and the stars were gleaming.There were city lights everywhere.It was just us and the cold beautiful night.Just the sound of your heavy breathing sends music to my ears.We were walking side by side, so close to each other.You were trying to hold my hand again.I felt so nervous at that time.I didn't know what going to happen next and though I didnt know what was going on, I didnt want that moment to end.I couldn't get enough of that moment...me walking hand in hand...so close with you.It was so unbelievable.Then at the corner of the street we made a turn and then we stopped under a big and beautiful tree.Right there, right under that tree it happened.Under the gleaming moon and stars, on that cold and blissful night, around the city lights, you held me by the waist, touched my face, and leaned over to kiss me.My first heart pounding, magical kiss.I couldn't believe it.I was standing there kissing you. It felt like we were kissing above the clouds.The feeling of your sweet thin lips against mine was more than priceless. I can't find the words to describe the way I felt.Then I pulled away with this great smile on my face.I held you by the hand then walked indside the bar from which we came from earlier that night.Something even more beautiful took place as we walked inside.The rest of our lives happened.

Then I opened my eyes, I smiled and thought to myself, If only I had the power to live in a dream or better yet make my dream a reality.

Surreal but true.

That night was amazing. It wasn't just any other dream. The kiss might have been just a dream but it doesn't matter because it felt so real to me.

Thank you Lord for making a fairytale out of my dreams.

2005-07-31T00:06:00.000+08:00

Ayan! Totoong smile na yan! Sympre busog na kami lahat eh hehe! Ang linis ng mga plato namin haha!

2005-07-30T23:53:00.000+08:00

Isa pa! Todo smile din kahit gutom na! hehe!
Annie and Me! ;p

2005-07-30T23:39:00.000+08:00

Gutom na yang mga yan pero todo smile pa rin hehe! Si miko mukhang hundi na natutuwa hehe!

(L-R) Ting, Vergs, Miko

celebrate! yey! our date at CIBO!

2005-07-30T23:21:00.000+08:00

Atlast! Our well-deserved post thesis celebration!!! Our first stop was at The Spa. Too bad we're not allowed to take pictures inside the spa :( It was sooo relaxing it was sooo worth it! (btw,try the aromatherapy massage!sarrraaap!!! as in!!!) Then we headed to CIBO for an early dinner date! I had so much fun! Afterwards, Ann headed home, then Ting, Miko, and Vergs attended soul stop.As for me, I went straight to Glorietta to meet Udji then we both went to Gerry's Grill to meet Jc for our 3C dinner! Long day huh? hehe! Yeah it was tiring but it's ok. That day was so special :D I couldn't be happier!

ako.ako.lagi na lang ako.

2005-07-28T21:08:00.000+08:00

bakit ganun?pag dating sa mga magulang hindi tayo pwede manalo?kahit ano pa yung sitwasyon tayo ang laging talo.lagi tayo ang mali.tama nga siguro ang sinasabi nila.hindi natin maiintindihan ang mga ganitong bagay hanggang hindi tayo nagiging magulang.nakakatakot man isipin pero isang araw sana nga maintindihan ko ang mga bagay na ganito.ang sakit lang isipin talaga.kahit anong gawin ko kahit wala kong kinalaman sa nangyari kasalanan ko pa rin.minsan tuloy iniisip ko ang sarap lumayo.maglayas. pumunta sa isang lugar na walang may kilala sakin.walang may pakialam sakin.yung ako lang.ako lang talaga.sana balang araw matupad yun noh?sana nga makaalis na ko.kahit sandali lang.pagdasal mo naman ako o, na sana makaalis ako.salamat.

at the wedding of Annie's sister!

2005-07-28T02:46:00.000+08:00

It's kinda blurry but it'll do hehe! That's Miko, Camille, Annie (the maid of honor), Ting, and Me! We had fun that night! For the first time, I didn't get bored at a wedding :) It was a beautiful day! It started at the Church (Basilica of San Sebastian), then we had coffee at Starbucks, Intramuros while waiting for the reception at the Grand Ballroom of Century Park Hotel.

at the registration table...thesis nyt pa rin!

2005-07-28T02:39:00.000+08:00

me and dax! ang super hyper (at super sexy) ko na assistant at photographer that night! by the way, just in case you haven't noticed, i looked like I'm made out of wax that night! That's how oily my face was! Thanks to my "oil-free" foundation! Anyway, thanks again dax!

hohumm!

2005-07-28T02:23:00.000+08:00

ESTIMA Productions with our very supportive friends and one of our professors. (L-R)
Nicco, Miko, Camille, Arman, Ann, Me, Sir Jethro, and Ting

**not in picture (Rian, Cathy, and Drei-the photographer)

Salamat ulit!!!

thesis pa rin!

2005-07-28T02:16:00.000+08:00

Me with my highschool friends! Joy, Conrad, Jakes, Udji, JC, and Blonski ! so glad they were there!

thesis night pa rin!

2005-07-28T02:07:00.000+08:00

Me with my very supportive and loving family! (L-R)

Me, Rea, Ces, Papa, Kuya, and Sweepy!

pictures from the premiere of Sari - Sari Sine!!!

2005-07-28T01:58:00.000+08:00

The best thesis mates in the whole wide world!!!!
That's (from L-R) Annie, Vergs, Miko, and Ting :)
Annie - Asst. Marketing and Promotions Manager
Vergs - Marketing and Promotions Manager
Miko - Writer and Director
Ting - Asst. Production Manager

ESTIMA Productions 2005

to my pennyharry..my spur of the moment!

2005-07-27T23:32:00.000+08:00

this song goes out to you hehe! can't say "you know who you are" coz you don't know and nobody does hehe!
i'm actually thinking twice about this coz i'm not sure if the way i'm feeling can be called "being in love". i'm pretty sure i'm not yet there yet. maybe somewhere in between having a crush and really liking somebody. so anyway, here goes. maybe i'll just post some parts from the lyrics coz as i've explained i'm not really sure how i'm feeling right now :) i guess i just like how the song goes :) but the title doesn't in any way apply to me! FORTUNATELY!
so...to my secret (i don't know what you are to me) pennyharry... here's secret **** by jojo!

...Just a friend That’s all I’ve ever been to you Oh just a girl Who wants to be the center of your world But I ain’t got much to offer But my heart and soul And I guess that’s not enough For you to notice me.I’m just a girl And I guess that’s all I’ll ever be to you To you.In my dreams I see us both together constantly.What do I have to do For you to notice this...

so there you go! i feel kinda great about this. i feel so young and fresh again hehe! like everythings suddenly new and i don't know! hehe! aaawww...well.... :) so much for my trip to neverland! thats it! :) i have a new nickname for him! Peterpan! :) hehe! corny noh? :) hehe!

here's another lyrics. well a few lines from my favorite song at the moment. brighter than sunshine by Aqualung
To Peterpan:

...My heart was broke, my head was sore What a feeling.Tied up in ancient history I didnt believe in destiny I look up you're standing next to me What a feeling...

That's it. can't go any further hehe. coz the rest of the lyrics has something to do with being in love and i'm not in that place. Can't afford to be at the moment. :)

Until then..I'll be singing these lines (until then..hopefully to someone who's worth the wait! wait lang!!!!!!! ako ba to?! i'm suppose to be dead inside if i'm not mistaken! this is just spur of the moment i swear!

..What a feeling in my soul Love burns brighter than sunshine Brighter than sunshine Let the rain fall, i don't care I'm yours and suddenly you're mine Suddenly you're mine And it's brighter than sunshine .I didn't have the strength to fight Suddenly you seemed so right Me and you What a feeling...

So there! JUST A SPUR OF THE MOMENT AND NOTHING MORE!

call it crazy but really...I AM SAD.

2005-07-27T19:14:00.000+08:00

CAUTION:SOME MAY NOT BE ABLE TO RELATE TO ME

Im saddened by the ending of Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince..I knew it was Snape! I knew he was the half-blood prince! He was so good at potions plus the fact that he was a death eater and it is known that all death eaters are dark witches and wizards. Being both, it was impossible for Snape to stop at nothing. He will of course go to any extent to further explore magic just like his master, the Dark Lord.

Dumbledore's death came as a shock to me too. How can someone just like Snape kill the greatest wizard of all time? And using a boy like Draco Malfoy to secretly invite death eaters inside the premises of Hogwarts? It's sad that he was killed and what makes it even worse is the fact that he was killed by wizards who can't even operate and think on their own. But the part of the book that saddened me the most is the part where Harry had to let go of Ginny. For the first time in his life he found someone whom he really likes (more than he ever liked Cho) and who likes him back. But no matter how happy he is with her (Ginny Weasley), he knew that there was only one way to save her. And it was to let her go.

And at a time like this, it seems like its not just Ginny that he has to let go of. He has to let go of everyone and everything that mattered to him. He has to let go of Hogwarts, the only home he has ever grown to love aside from the Burrow. The Weasleys, Hermione, Hagrid, Lupin, Tonks, and all the other witches and wizards whom Voldemort could use to get back at and most evidently kill Harry and put an end to the prophecy. The ending is indeed very sad, yes but at the same time very very clever and outstanding if you would ask me. It creates a more mysterious and mind boggling plot. Now that Dumbledore is dead, the one person whom Voldemort is afraid of and Harry's last hope for protection against the Dark Side, how will Harry ever survive? Especially now that he has decided not to go back to Hogwarts for his seventh year?What is to become of him and Ginny? It will be really hard for the both of them to let go of one another as Harry and Ron are inseparable. (Ron swore to be beside Harry no matter what at the end of the book and so did Hermione.) What will happen to Draco Malfoy now that he wasn't able to carry out the plan of the Dark Lord? What about number 12 Grimauld's place? Will Harry ever be able to live at that place knowing that the Mistress of the house hates Mudbloods and that Bellatrix Lestarnge will never ever get off his back as she is one of Voldemorts' army and also the right heir to the said mansion as she is the only one left in the Black family tree?

So many more questions....a year or so to wait for the answers. But it's ok because like the other Harry Potter series, book 7 will be worth the wait! Goodluck J.K. Rowling! (even though rumor has it that she has already finished writing the last chapter of book 7)

As for me, i'll wait for a week or two for the aftermath to wear off :)

i live in a dream

2005-07-25T00:31:00.000+08:00

[mood:dazed and confused]

I can never compete with a girl like her. She’s so perfect. She’s smart, sweet, funny, sophisticated, and her beauty is breathtaking. How can I compete with a girl like that? The race hasn’t even begun…I haven’t even started running and yet I know, I can feel that I’m already losing the fight. Just imagining the long road where the race will take place is enough to keep my feet steady and motionless on the ground. I can’t run. It’s like running side by side with a princess and I’m... I’m not even sure what I am anymore. The feeling is surreal. It’s like living in a dream. Only in the dream I am visible. In reality….I still don’t know. If you see me, I mean really see me, please let me know…who I really am….what I mean to you…and how I can compete with her…maybe…just maybe…I can win.

Surreal huh? Yeah I live in a dream.

boys will be boys and girls will go on complaining

2005-07-16T22:04:00.000+08:00

[mood:happy]

This has nothing to do with boys.Gusto ko lang yung title hehe.Although the part about girls is true.And that is one thing we are good at.Complaining.

I hate myself.I hate the way I look.I hate everything about me.I know it's a bad thing to feel this way because God made me and He has reasons why I am the way I am, but sometimes I just can't help it.I can't stop myself from feeling bad, from feeling down.I'm sorry.I know this is wrong.I know that the wrold has bigger problems.So i feel bad about myself, so i hate evreything about myself the world doesn't stop.I know i should be thankful for a lot of things and I am I really am.I know that I should be thankful because I'm fortunate enough to be in school, knowing that I will finish college.We have a beautiful home, I have a nice warm bed, we have more than enough food, my loved ones are all healthy and safe, I have a wonderful family and I have great friends. And I am thankful for all of these blessings. I guess I just really need to let my emotions out and list down all my blessings here so that I can realize that even though times are tough and the world we live in is not very nice and peaceful as it used to be, and even though I hate myself, Life is still good.

And this is so because God loves us so much.
And we all know (and I'm gonna say this from the bottom of my heart although I know I'm dead inside) that as long as there is love there is hope. :)

It makes me happy knowing that magic still works for other people :)

ang tunay kong ligaya

2005-06-27T16:57:00.000+08:00

[mood:deliriously happy]

maraming problema lahat ng tao.lahat ng tao may nararanasan na hindi maganda.lahat tayo may mapait na karanasan.lahat may pagkakamali.ako?hindi ko na mabilang ang lahat ng pagkakamali ko sa buhay ko. ayoko magpaka plasctic.madami dun ang gusto ko pag sisihan pero wala din naman mangyayari.pag nag sisi ako, magiging bitter lang ako lao at sasama lang ang loob ko kaya tinanggap ko na lang lahat ng nagyari na sa buhay ko. natuto naman ako sa lahat eh kaya ok lang. naging mas matatag ako sana mas naging matured ako. sana sa mga susunod pang pagkakataon sa buhay ko, maituwid ko lahat ng pagkakamali ko.hindi madali ang mamuhay ng maayos at matalinhaga dito sa mundo.hindi mo na kailangang pang tumingin sa malayo.buksan mo lang ang mga mata mo at makikita mo ang mundo na puno ng temptasyon. ang mundo na masikip at magulo. makasalanan at mapagpanggap.

mahirap mamuhay ng tahimik.mahirap mamuhay ng walang iniisip na problema.minsan tuloy naiisip ko, pano kaya nagagawang gumisng ng ibang tao ng naka ngiti? pano nasasabi ng mga ibang tao na napaka ganda ng mundo?pano nakakahanap ng paraan ang mga taong ito ng lakas upang lumaban at dahilan upang maging masaya?pano nila nagawang kalimutan ang kanilang nakaraan at bumngon muli?ang dami kong tanong no?mas marami pa ang tanong ko dyan dati.nakakatawa.ang daming tanong.iisa lang pala ang sagot. akalain mo?minsan pala sa buhay ko mahahanap ko ang sagot sa lahat ng tanong ko. ang saya diba? masaya talaga. masayang mag mahal ang Diyos. masaya sa piling Niya. ibang klase. hindi ko maisip kung panu ko isusulat dito kung gaano kasaya ang mabuhay para sa kanya. Siya ang sagot sa lahat ng tanong dito at sa mga iba pang maraming tanong. wala ng iba pa.

marami pa rin akong problema. marami pa rin akong hinanakit pero hindi kasing lalim ng dati. at ito ang marami sakin. takot. takot sa lahat ng bagay. sa kung anu ang pwede mangyari sa pamilya ko at iba pang mahal ko sa buhay?takot kung makakatapos ba ako ng kolehiyo sa tamang panahon?makakapasa ba ako sa algeb at b-math?kung kaya ko pa ba mag mahal?kung oo, makakahanap ba talaga ako ng lalaking tatanggap sakin at mamahalin ako ng pang habang buhay?anu mangyayari sa kinabukasan ko?pano na yung thesis namin?papayat pa ba ko?ang dami kong takot.kung iisa isahin ko mauubusan ako ng oras at espasyo.lahat to iniisip ko kaya lagi akong stressed.pero alam niyo, isispin ko lang na basta kakampi ko ang Diyos at nabubuhay ako para sa kanya at mananatili akong may tiwala sa kanya, ok na ko.nawawala ang takot ko.mahal Niya ko at mahal ko siya.tama na yun upang mabuhay ako ng masaya,tahimik at may mapayapang puso.para Sayo lang ang buhay ko.Ikaw lang ang tunay kong ligaya wala ng iba.

Maraming Salamat.
Hindi pa huli nung nakilala kita.
Salamat sa sakit at sa tuwa.
Salamat sa hirap at sa pagod.
Salamat sa bawat luha at bawat pagkakataon.
Salamat sa aking pamilya at mga kaibigan.
Salamat sa lahat ng tao na naging bahagi at nag bigay kulay sa buhay ko.
Salamat at minahal mo rin ako.
Mahal kita at mamahalin hanggang sa pagtatapos ng aking kwento,
na isinulat mo para lang sa akin.
Ikaw ang tunay kong ligaya wala ng iba.

life.....haaaayy...

2005-06-24T07:40:00.000+08:00

[mood:confused]
grabe! i can't believe it. i haven't been myself lately. ang dami nangyayari sakin. so weird. ang daming pagkakamali na nangyari. im still in the middle of all the mess pero ok lang. ill gey by :) i'll clean up this mess. hopefully this time matuto na ko :) actually hindi hopefully. MATUTO na talaga ko dapat. I'll update pag may progress na ko. :) Im getting closer with every step :) Kahit na magulo mundo ko ngayon, I want to thank the Lord kasi He gave me the chance na ayusin ang mga bagay bagay. :)

beginner's luck

2005-06-19T13:50:00.000+08:00

[mood:excited]
yey!!! it's my first time here in blogspot! finally my very own blog! hihi! :) i can finally put the "dear_lye" term into good use. :) for those of you wondering..la fee verte was the term used in Paris for absinthe :) one of my favorite drinks before ;) (i dont drink anymore :) ) and it was personified by kylie minogue in the film moulin rouge (the green fairy) . i love absinthe i love the green fairy i love the moulin rouge! so there! i settled for the name la fee verte! i added the word "dust" so in my own translation...la fee verte dust means the green fairy dust! :) bye for now! *smooch smooch*